How would you live if you were going to die at age 20?

I would waste all my money and go to the best vacation spots. I would pray to God everyday and apologize to everyone that I have hurt. Visit all my relatives and spend time with them, have some laughter given to me before I die. I know I would cry every night, because the frightening thought comes back to haunt me. Buying new clothes and eating at the best restaurants is what I would do, I would also spend some time with my parents. Tell each other stories and forgetting the fact that I will die soon. I will call all of my families to go on a vacation for 6 years and have some fun. I won't always have too much fun, sometimes I would go out and exercise, skate and play some basketball. My friends and I will go out and have some fun at Leofoo Village or just go out to Xi Men Ding to hang out. I will write down a journal everyday to let my family remember me and read my writing after I die. That is how I would live.